I have this awkward feeling that the more I work out, my boobs will become smaller. Seriously?! why am i worrying about that. I’ll be happy no matter what. I guess i’m just worried due to the fact that I’m only a B right now and they look so small upon my body. I won’t have the body that most of the women do that I reblog..
But now that I’m thinking about that, I think that i’m stupid for even wanting big breasts. I want people to congratulate me on my healthy lifestyle change, not for the fact that I kept my knockers intact.
I cannot wait for my legs to be even more buff than they already are. how nuts does that seem. I used to hate how bulky they were, how i didn’t have a thigh gap.. well, now that I’ve come to love them, I’ve realized I was stupid for even wanting a thigh gap. I want muscles, I want strength, I don’t want puny stick legs just for a thigh gap. I want my legs to be a power house.
I want my arms to be stronger too. I want to transition from girly pushups to regular pushups. It’s been a long process, I can never hold the position right, it’s terrible.
i’ve realized though this year, It’s about MY health, not what magazines tell me. I love my body. I may hate the flab I have covering my abs right now, but I love my body, It’s my body to love and no one’s to use against me and tear down.